i love you. silly father.

you know, when you're depressed you'll have lots of word you can't say out. know one will understand you. and when you talk to your friends, they'll thought in their heart, hell no saying it again. well, i understand when you're having hard time, you'll feel damn sad and stressed out. can't sleep well, even you slept, you'll dream about it and waken up by the nightmares, looking at the time, and you realize just slept for that 5 mins. my mind came out some quote and wanna post as states, well i deactivated my account, so yeah. during this 2 months, no more insomnia, no more broken hearts, no more crying. i wish this 2 months can last as long as possible, i can tell, i am happy, i've got passion. my life got interesting. well, even if it's faith to be apart, i'm just gonna walk pass and look forward. it's not because i don't want this relationship. just it's too beautiful and i can't handle it. sweet memories do stay in my heart. no matter what's conclusion. just happy with it.